Sigh...

I find myself pretty helpless as one chapter reaches its close.

You know, I never saw myself in this position for the life of it, but heck, everything seems so nice from the outside till you actually go into it and experience what life really is.

And so now it's do or die yet again. Funny how I manage to bring upon myself such needless stress and pressure. And I'm not even started yet.

Maybe I'll wake up tomorrow and go to school and see whether the sun rises from the west instead. Maybe...

Bleh... I just wanna watch my life all over in black and white and relive the finer moments, the happier moments and tell myself that "hey, not everyone's as lucky as you to have had all that once"

Notice that I'm starting to hate the past tense. And I think if I go on I'll feel like a pile of shit.

Ciao.

Song of the Moment: Love Remains The Same - Gavin Rossdale