Angel

spent all your time waiting, for that second chance
for the break that will make it OK
There's always some reason to feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day

I need some distraction or a beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight


Bloody warm and tired playing football today, like wahhh so long never run then today run like mad... urghh my legs are aching. Still have tuition tomorrow and Maths lesson on Wednesday. Why can't my life just be normal and happy and carefree?

I find myself caught in two minds now, maybe, maybe I'm just thinking too much about nothing. Nothing at all. Some things are sometimes best done on impulse, in that we can't give a shit to think anymore, and just go in head first and think bout the consequences later. That's just so Ruben please...

Anyway, I had quite a mixed birthday, I feel like it was complete yet incomplete and something just felt amiss. Like a song without the words... But I was really happy nonetheless, with lots of people wishing me and all, unexpected some, seeing it from both ways haha.

Then again, since when I have never doubted myself? Never. Maybe once. Just once. Heh.

Listening to : Angel - Westlife