It's Over... In So Many Ways


I never felt that kinda feeling before but today during football, in some really slow and heavy turf, I turned on guy who left his foot in and caught mine, then I felt that awkward feeling of my spine being pulled from my neck and butt. Yeahh I dunno but I think I might not be playing for some time if it still feels that bad, I mean seriously, it felt awful and I feel totally spent now.

You don't have to do all this you know, we're just friends, close friends yes, but I feel like I owe you alot cos of what you're doing just for me, I mean after a looooooooooooong flight back you should spend some time with your family right? I'm not worth it la.

I'm mentally dead, I need people to make decisions for me, tell me what you want of me rather than hinting at things, I'm tired, dead beat and deflated. Thank you very much! :/

SIGH

SIGH

SIGH...