Wait what?! It's already week 4? Week 4 is over? OH GOD WHY? Honestly I haven't read more than half of my readings. I think I'm mentally retarded. To think I even have post-grad plans... URGH NO RUBEN WILL GET THERE! Some way... somehow... soon...
-switchs over to alter ego
I think I've been stuck on this grim, utterly depressing attitude towards life for like the past month or so. Especially reading emoshit stuff and thinking about emoshit stuff. It's a pretty painful way to try and live life. There have been so many dark clouds pervading my mind as I tried to reach into the depths of my soul. Reading about retardedly dead writers with similar ideas doesn't help a truckload at all, it just feeds my gloomy mind even more.
...
Conformity is the best identity suicide. I thought that was pretty original of me, but hey guess what? Some guy in his grave (Emerson?) thought so too!
Anyway school's been a blast, meeting and making so many new friends, and catching up with/ running into old ones!! I've just been too damn lazy. SIGH.
But I think I'm starting to motivate myself... heck I even attended the same tutorial twice today cos I wanna be a nerd! :3
No deep thoughts for today, need to chill.
Anyways I miss my old puppy (though she must be pretty old and bitchy and eccentric right now). Though I do think she's about as mental as me but with more manners! But she was so adorable! I should buy a Beagle. Snoopy!
mewmewmew!
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