impulse

Just. Bought. RKO. Tee. My life is complete! Haha no la it's nowhere near complete.... :(

Had a really tiring day which began when I woke up at 4am and never got back to sleep. Too much running through my exhausted mind!! Stoned in my room and then went to can B to find some retarded sick girl and my bro for lunch. Well my lunch turned out to be just a packet of orange juice. And erm, a sweet.

So I embarked on my 2 hr lecture on 2 madmen and a 1 hr tutorial on sex in history and some gender gay ass shit with my stomach growling... bad choice Ruben, bad choice!




I am at odds with myself, should I or shouldn't I? People tell me I should, and that influences me to lean towards that decision too. I am not blind but I am slightly stupid. I think. Like something really obvious can stare me in the face for a day before I actually realise it's there.

Ruben sucks. Well no one's perfect anyway... -.-

I think having a close group of 3 female friends helps a lot. It lets me make better decisions on matters of the heart. And for me... as much as I have a soft spot for short-haired girls... I think it's the heart that matters and well...

-shrugs