Sigh, I don't recall missing 3 clear goal scoring chances in a match, it could have been the rain... But the Ruben of old would have planted two of those chances into the goal. Seriously. It is a crisis. A really bad one. I mean I'm getting into excellent positions off the ball but I struggle to put away all the openings I get. Terribad. FML.
I'm gonna have to up the ante in life, exams are getting near, my IPPT window closes in March and my goal is to be ready by January and I NEED to find my form on the field. FAST.
Needa stop gaming so much and spend more time catching up on school work and research cos I really want the bloody first class honours. Like seriously. I am still convinced I have something special to offer. Hmm!!
Okay Ruben time to turn it on. Now. Immediately.
Recess week has been a real waste of time, I'd rather just have school and all. Well I finished my essay for 1001 and then I saw a friend's notes for her essay and I lost all faith in mine. Sigh sigh sigh. No Ruben, you should believe in your work. You were good back then. Surely you can be good now?
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I feel brain dead. HAHAHAHAHA! I think my friends are right, I need some stability back in my life.
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