It's been awhile.
Exams, assignments, school, life, trying to get a life.
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Can't help but think about choices, paths, decisions and chances. How different can one's life be? The journey from A to B never seemed so convoluted.
Yesterday I decided to take a short break and travel back home for a bit. Then I decided to stop by my church. Yes, I still think of it as my church, though I haven't been there for the best part of the last 3 years of so. I can't say what brought me there but on hindsight, it was life. Life brought me back there because when you're lost, in doubt and when you need some certainty and assurance, we look to people to rely on.
I have no such comforts, for the longest time I've had to look out for myself. The other option was to kneel at a pew and look at the statue of someone I've never met in real life. Often it's out of desperation but this wasn't quite that. It felt more like just a catching up session. Yea a catch up session with God, well at least I have the time for that. I don't feel like I've strayed at all though I barely attend services.
I have one last paper next week and once it's over I think I'll have some time to sort everything out. But what if not everything is within my power? Sucks huh?
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